So, I'm a dancer, and last year I hurt my hip and was unable to keep dancing. It was devastating. I pushed myself to keep going even when the pain was awful, until it was so bad that I had to stop. I went to the doctor and decided that surgery was the best option for me. This meant that I would have to stop dancing until I was fully recovered. Not dancing was really hard and was a big change. I was so used to being at the studio. It took time to reconcile the idea that this was the best decision in the long run. I had to battle myself to stay positive and look towards the time when I would be able to put my leotard back on.
ME: Ok, calm down, breathe, this is going to go just fine.
MIND: Of course, we love this doctor, he's going to do an amazing job.
ME: But what if I never dance agin?
MIND: That won't happen, I'm here to get you through this.
ME: I don't know what to do now.
MIND: Picture yourself in the dance studio.
ME: Ok, I miss that studio...What kind of dance am I doing?
MIND: You're doing ballet, right hand on the bar....Feel the music.
ME: Ok, I'm feeling it, I'm also feeling awful now knowing that I can't do it anymore.
MIND: Don't think like that...this is an image to aspire to. This WILL be you. You WILL dance again.
ME: I'm scared, this is going to be really hard.
MIND: I know, but I'm here for you, I love you. We will get through this together.
ME: Ok, I think I'm ready. Time to go to the hospital...